just.for.those.who.understand

i am just wondering
나의 결함인가??
나가 무엇이든을 틀리게 하는 경우에, 당신은 왜 정당한 저에게 말하지 않는가?? 어리석게 행동 중지하십시오!!!
우리는 자란 아이가 더 이상… 아니다!!

good.medical.student

what are the qualities u need to become a good medical student?
straight A's? interest? passion? bijak?
nope.
because the most important thing is, HARD WORK!
and more and more hardworking!

and i'm out.

because hardworking is so not me.
i would say that i have the interest in this medical thingy,
but interest alone is not sufficient.
because being a medical student, u need to know anything and everything under the sun!
i wish i can just ditch the most hated subjects (yes, note the plural)
and just go on with the interesting ones
because i'm not in the favour to comprehend
and especially to memorize

every single drug reaction la,
any biochemical reaction la,
whatever antigen-antibody reaction la,
how each and every bacteria looks like,
especially the histology part of anything and everything
(yes anything that involves microscope drives me crazy) .

u see, tersangat terlampau banyak nk mati.
dah study pastu mati, then hidup balik pstu study lagi pon takkan habis.
to comprehend is already a trouble, let alone to memorize everything.
and mind u, there's no such thing as open book test in medicine.

no such thing, ever.

i can't afford to dedicate my life to just books and only books.
semua last minute.
bile nk exam baru pulun separuh mati bilik pun tunggang langgang,
mandi tak basah tido tak lena makan tak kenyang.
hahah hyperbola la sket kan.
study last minute has never been this exhausting.

study last minute in SPM ke asasi dulu pon sumpah tak sepenat pulun last minute for this.
i will not recommend medicine to my children nanti. nope.

the point is, i don't want them to go thru this hard time,
just like what i'm going through now.

but orang rajin gile yang bukak buku hari2, time aku study die study, time aku tido die study, time aku mkn die study time aku relax die study time orang holiday pon die study still wujud walaupun makin pupus.

ni memang hati jiwa raga dah habis diserahkan just for medic.
gile. tapi syabas ar. u guys make a good medical students.

i just can't.

serious belum sanggup lagi.
biarlah kehidupan aku normal and bahagia
dan juga gembira bersama orang2 tersayang
i'm not ready to just live with the books.
i have so much things to do in life besides this.
and i don't want to regret later.
regret for not enjoying zaman muda2 to the fullest.

well, tu pendapat masing2 kan. this is what i think.
if orang kata jadi medical student takde life, aku kata aku still ade life.

p/s : sumpah penat bace practical infection immunity yg terlampau la byk nih..

~wink~

aku.nak.jadi.penyanyi

sbelom krg bace post ak neh

ak nk kasi warning sket..

POST NI AGK MREPEK

(ditulis semata-mata untuk menghilang rasa buhsan yg teramat sgt!!!)

ap nk jd la ak neh???
hri slase ad OSPE ak bley maen2 lak rini....
nape ntah mcm xde mood da nk studi
coz paper2 exam yg core sume da lps~~~


ak x taw la bley pass ke x??
lg2 module infection immunity...


APE NK JADI IRA NEH????
(soklan ini ditujukan kpd diri sendiri..)


mls gile nk bce utk OSPE
ak asek maen tenet je...24/7...
nk meletop laptop ak neh...x tutop2...
klu die ad mulot bley ckp
mesti die ckp


"x reti2 nk tutop ke cek kak oiiiii????"


lame2 laptop ni pon naek fatigue..haha
(laptop bley fatigue kah???)


asek lyn korea jek...
membe ak siap tnye...nape la ak lyn sgt korea neh???
ntah la...ak pon x taw..haha
pelek gak~~nape ak x layan bangla ke???
indon ke??? laos ke???
hohoho...


nk ckp ak tension blaja....x jugak!!
just da nk abes2 sem da neh...
da kureng sket mnt nk blaja...hoho


"SUSAHKAH JADI STUDENT MEDIC??"


hhmmm...
subjektif btol~~~
soklan neh lg susah dr soklan zoonoses ritu..
blaja pape pon susah gak kn???

ek???
jadi penyanyi susah x???
cam sng je..
asl ad rupe...jalan je...
suara cam katak pon x pe
haha

cam neh...
ak nk tuka profession la
JADI PENYANYI
hahaha~~~
nyanyi lgu zapin ke???joget ke???

tlg!!!!
otak ak da tunggang tbalek da tgh mlm bute neh~~~

da2...asek merepek je...

mintak maap la coz post neh adalah post plg bodo pnh ak tules..
hoho

klu mama ak ad kt kolej neh...
mesti mama kate,

"ADEK,SAMBUNG BLAJA!!!"

haha...
k la...nk smbg blaja la neh~~

wish me luck 4 OSPE this teusday

~wink~

i.miss.my.friends

suddenly...

i miss my friends so badly~~

dila-syaimo-faz

(windu nyew...)

ernie~~

dila-alynn

really miss my uitm buddieS...

dila-faz-ernie-alynn-ain-syaima

miss u all a lot!!!

muaaahhhxxx!!!!

x.o.x.o

~wink~

f.i.n.a.l.l.y

FINALLY~~

mission accomplish...

exam almost abes~~~

YEAH!!!

percentage of satisfaction : 70%???

module metabolism OK

module mechanism of diseases OK

module musculoskeletal OK

module infection & immunity.....

susah nk ckp...cam x bleh nk wat esei zoonoses tue!!!

so...ap yg nk wat skang???

TAWAKAL n' DOA

that's all i can do now ryte???

tgh cedey2 coz xleh nk wat soklan esei tue...

dapat good news plak~~

DUET JPA 4 NEXT SEM DA MASOK!!!

HAHAHA....

HAPPY KEMBALI~~

next tuesday ad exam OSPE/OSCE..

wish me luck...

~wink~

satu.hari.lagi

lagi 1 hari nk final

byk lagi nk kne cover neh

cepat la abes study week neh~~

otak ak da fatigue da..

next 2 week final exam..

cuak??ntah la..da slalu sgt exam smpi da x rase pape da..

hehe~~cuak sket la..takot kantoi..

klu kantoi kne reseat paper~~

hrp2 x la..

hari ni da ari sabtu..sok ahad...isnin 1st paper
paper metabolism..huhu..paper yg plg ak takot
da la mse test module ni ak fail..
huhu~~da study abes-abesan..
tawakal je la..



lastly, nnti g exam jgn lupe bwk slip..
hehe

wish me luck!!!

~wink~

f.r.i.e.n.d.s

skrang study week~~

jgn tension2

~next week final~

GOOD LUCK to all my friends!!!

same2 naek thn..insyaAllah..

shiro-mardi-fuyuki-farah-fiza-faiz-zaf-ct-najwa-hajar

~wink~